December 10, 2015

Waiting for Christmas

Waiting for Christmas


And so day after day, December, the Christmas month is passing by us. It is time for emptying our wallets, challenges of our patience in stores while we are moving between people and shelves, everywhere crowded by Christmas merchandise. 

Unnoticed - from year to year, December is the same: an urgent, wasteful and tiresome. Somehow less and less remains longing of the miracle waiting. More and more we feel the rush and stress, although our bodies together with nature are experiencing the energy losses. 

It is therefore not surprising that in recent times many talk about Christmas inflation. If we not value communication, tradition, relationships, the peace of Advent,  Christmas celebrations include depreciation: many expensive gifts, marketing shares, purchase fevers, achieving higher turnover, but little attention and warmth to each other.
 
However, it seems to me that there is a certain comfort and fun associated with mountains of garlands on the Christmas trees, Christmas tunes and Christmas movies. That, waiting for the Christmas, we all are connected by something more than the visible and familiar relationships. Something what the cold, rainy and gloomy nights changes into the expecting and promising. Something what convinces us, that in the end everything will be fine. Something what changes us, moves,
refreshes...

Happy waiting for Christmas!

December 1, 2015

Life is a bitch



happiness


Unfortunately, I have not life proofing program, which would underlined in red all mistakes and allowed to return to correct them. No, I do not. Like I have no time machine or magic mirror, which magically change my image I see everyday to a something very magical beautiful.

Likewise, I can not click my fingers and become constant happy. I’m old fashioned, but I believe that happiness we must to tame, rather than trying to catch and forcibly insert into a closed cage. In such way happiness will always remain a stranger and not become a part of us. It is like saying that birds born in the cage, think that fluttering is a disease. I have a lot of strange theories about life in general. Maybe it is in order to justify my not justifiable sadness, maybe just because I believe only in my own truths, which all others fail to dislodge from me...