Changing

I did not know what the love is.

I wanted to know it, had a big wish get to know it, but from this went nothing good. Love simply came unexpectedly, when I stopped to look for it. I let everything flow downstream and love 

itself came up on my shore. Sail on the shoal.

I did not know what a real pain is. 

Once upon a time it seemed to me that it is when you fall down and hurt your knees. And now? Now the pain is someone's else loss, someone collapse and leave the ruins.

 Better I would have my knees scraped off till blood...

I did not know what the real cold is.

  Cold of heart and soul. Previously I thought here is nothing worse than the winter frenzy and snowstorms. Since from this cold sting my fingers and face, but now seems like better all environment would has been covered with frost, than to feel the cold within myself.

I did not know what real happiness is. 

Well, once upon a time I was happy after receiving a new toy or candy. Everything is changing. Now I am feeling happy not from sweet candy, but from loving man next to me. I'm happy not because I have many nice things, but because I have real friends. Happiness lies in much more 

simpler things than in amount of the things we have.

In past it was otherwise.
Easier?
I do not know.